I wish someone would miss me

So there has been a whole lot going on...I'll give you a quick update because i have a class in 25 minutes.

1. Gary from PRSSA emailed me back. Finally. I hopefully will be able to stop over today or next week sometime so that i can get started with SERVE.

2. Graeme is coming over tonight and im really excited.

3. I am hopefully going to be moving in with Lauren, Emily, and Kirsten next year. It's not that i don't like living with Kayla and Lauren, its just not that much fun. And we do some minimal bonding...but not much. Also i would like to be closer to school and get a job downtown...so thats what is going on with that...

4. My cousin/used to be best friend Steph has not called me in forever..and its just not cool. I mean i haven't even gotten a facebook message and really its not like i have been trying to reach her or writing her on facebook or anything...but i just saw a message that she wrote on someone else's wall saying how much she really wants to see everyone. And really. I wish that she would say that to me. Cuz i miss her incredibly sometimes.

Thats really all thats going on and when i type it out it doesn't seem like that much...but man do i feel rushed all the time.

Last night i texted Graeme before i went to bed and said, "I miss the cute little nothings we used to do for each other:( When can we start going out of our way to see each other smile again?" and he texted back...i dunoo babe...soon. What does that mean? I think i might have made him feel bad, but sometimes i just feel like we've been together for so long that there's not much passion. And by passion i mean variety, surprise, and just the cute things that keep a relationship fresh. I suppose by that i mean, i feel like i go out of my way for him all the time...and sometimes i feel like he takes that for granted. And i have just been waiting for him to buy me some yellow roses:(

Tonight we're going to see a movie so hopefully that will add some color to our dating life.

Ill keep you posted.