Music in General

So i just finished up my piano fundamentals class...and it wasn't bad like i thought it was going to be. First of all, Margarat was back to her nice old self. Did i forget to mention that Margarat totally freaked out at me like a week and a half ago?? Yeah i totally skipped 2 of her classes and she gave me the "i can't pass you if you don't show up to class" line....yeah it was annoying but anyways.

So i think we're back to being on good terms, and i totally sat in the front row today...i dont know if that did anything. Maybe.

As for music in general...i love every person in this program. Okay maybe "every" is a bit strong...but there are a great number of wonderful people that play in this music program. Tj and Elliot are probably two of my best friends in this entire college just because of the support system we need to be offering each other, and i've met a ton of other nice people through music.

But its just not for me. When i'm in band sometimes, i look around. And i see passion...that i don't have. Do i enjoy to play music?? Absolutely. Do i want to do it as much as i am now? I honestly think that i would go insane if i played this much for another semester. Not that i don't think that this is a good experience...but again. Its just not for me.

Im a little sad because i know i won't be this involved next semester. And the thought of not seeing Elliot and TJ as much as i do now makes me really sad...but i gotta do what i gotta do. I hope to always stay close with the people that i have come to know this semester though...they are truly great.