So much has happened to me since the last time i wrote on here it is not even funny. But im just going to take this time to freak out about my roomates.
I have decided that i do not think that i want to live with my roomates next year. I would really rather drink bleach. I don't know...Kayla kind of freaked out at me on Thursday because of numerous reasons. One of those reasons is because i apparently don't clean up after myself. Leading this argument was the fact that i don't do my dishes. I have two things to say to that. 1. i barely make any dishes because i am not home. 2. The reason i don't do them is because you do them like one day after i make them. If they were sitting in the sink for a week i would put them away....but since you are home all the time and find the need to clean every five seconds...well...yeah.
Something else was how i just come home and throw my backpack on the floor in the family room. She argues that i could go a little farther into my room to put the bag on the floor in our room....well i live here too and i will put my damn bag wherever i want. Really though...if my backpack is in the family room does it really matter that much??? But i suppose since all she does is sit on the internet all night and watch OC than i can maybe see how she would freak out at a backpack. On the floor. Maybe.
In this argument (which stemmed from a cable argument...which i don't even want to get into) i told Kayla that she is crabby all the time and every time i try to talk to her she gives me like one word answers...just to see what she would say back to that. Well she retorted with "Im going through a hard time right now and i just don't want to talk" right. Awesome i am so glad i have a roomate that doesn't want to talk to anyone...that rocks!! I don't appreciate you taking your emotions out on me.
One other thing that pisses me off is the fact that Lauren and Kayla talk about me and i know it...and its really annoying living with them. This morning for instance i was in the car with Lauren and i saw a dog and i said, i wish i had a dog. And Lauren was like...your too messy. This made me furious of course because i am not messy. Even if i was messy, i am not home to make a mess. And i told her this and she was like arguing with me how i don't clean up after myself...when she is just as bad or worse than me. Finally i just informed her that i was just saying how i missed my dog...but in my head i was thinking god you two sisters are bitches. Can you just chillax for five seconds. Ironic that Lauren noticed that im messy since she's never home. Oh wait...im pretty sure that Kayla has been talking about me...im not a moron.
I am so sick of people telling me that i am messy. I clean up after myself...even more so now that Kayla said something. I respect her opinion and even though i don't think that i am that messy at all, i will still try harder. But Lauren needs to kiss my ass right now...
I have pretty much been doing to Kayla what she has been doing to me for the past month...with the one word answers and not talking unless im talked to and such...and she has realized it and it doesn't feel that great...but whatever. I could really care less. I am sick of always going out of my way to try and be nice and friendly just to get ignored, argued with, or judged. Fuck this.
One thing that crossed my mind was maybe they are right and i am just messy....but than i talked to one of my other friends about it...and she informed me that her sister used to live with Heather and Lauren. And hated it. I think that they are just really hard to live with...Grrrrrrrr
I know i am just ranting right now...but oh man. I hate my home life right now....
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